Fall in love with someone who does not love me

The Spring Festival gala has become an indispensable part of the New Year.
From the first Spring Festival gala, I have spent 35 Spring Festival with it. Every year's gala, that exciting scene, all left me a good mark. But when I think about it, I have a special liking for that year's gala, which even became a rare treasure in my life.
That was in 1983 on the eve of Spring Festival, and I will graduate from high school village of a friend of his, client from our factory on a local TV assembly, temporary borrowed a 17 inch black and white TV set back the Chinese New Year's day. At that time the countryside was very poor, can buy the family of television, the whole country adds up also won't have a few households.
I distinctly remember that the cold snow was floating in the air on New Year's eve. It was not dark, and the courtyard of the friend's house was full of people early, and the atmosphere was as good as watching a big play.
Because there were so many people coming, the room was so empty that the friend simply put up a simple shack in the yard and then moved the television to a high stool under the shed.
When the Spring Festival gala, or because it is the first, look from the scene, it is not comparable to those, in recent years, the grand and magnificent but as youth beautiful beautiful actors, one by one, crosstalk, singing and dancing, solo... Also, we should be able to live in the social side of the society for a long time. People who have never seen TV or even watch TV can enjoy such a rich artistic meal with their own eyes.
It is the young romantic me, singing of course is my favorite. "The party, dear mother", "the field of hope", "the night of the military harbor", "where the peach blossom is blooming", "my Chinese heart"... Such as xianle irrigation, singing our blood boiling, listening to us intoxicated...
When a blind, super war hero returning from the "old" at the front to slowly in the middle of the stage, the wen wan lovely angel, bring flowers to the hero simply pursue love scene, which at the time, in the age of just open, they are not moved many people. At the same time, one of the 15 moon "do as at home as in your heart", which has a moment, a border soldiers "steel in hand, wearing your moon and thinking of the distance in heart home and family" of moving pictures, will emerge in front of people... At that time, I did not know how many young people were listening to this song to put on green uniforms to go to barracks.
When the pace of the New Year is coming, it will be filled with eeriness and blessing, from the southern xinjiang, from the north, from the barracks, from the posts, from the ends of the sea, from the sea corners... At this time, let me deeply appreciate, our Chinese nation yan huang descendant of the flesh and blood; At the same time, let I deeply feel that, in the gathering, there are so many people, for the sake of our common "everyone" abandoned their "home", but can't with their families back home for the holiday...
"Green mountain is in, people are not old, wish, the motherland is good... "When this first as a calendar year gala final song's classic" unforgettable tonight "rock the motherland, for the first time to celebrate the New Year's excitement and joy, in the late years of don't give up and want to stay, a vision of the future heavens and long eagerly... It seems that only when you are in the middle of it can you feel the taste of it...
The snow is still falling. Even though the party was over, the people stayed in this warm and loving rova for a long time.
Later, although we each have a TV, a color TV set, but each to the New Year's eve, we a few playmates, no matter how far away from home, no matter how busy work, also like the children that invite together, watching the gala live broadcast, while remembering that year Spring Festival gala, looked at said in tears, salvage the flies far youth...
I can't forget the Spring Festival gala, and I can't forget the annual festival of that era. Although the people in those days had a tight time, they were comfortable, relaxed and comfortable. In retrospect, it is still warm...